
A couple of weeks ago I was celebrating at my second WW meeting of the week with some of my girls from my old meeting. During that meeting the leader gave me my 100 pounds magnet…I was SO excited! Well since then, the wheels have shifted on the bus and my focus isn’t where it needs to be.
I am doing GREAT on the 30 minutes of exercise everyday but my eating SUCKS. There is no two ways about it…what I am doing is not going to cut it! I have struggled, not so much with what types of food I am eating, but with how much I am eating. I have been eating out of boredom and because of this funk that I am in. So I finally sat down and admitted it to myself and then admitted it to some friends in an email. And of course they came out in full force to support me and give me some sound advice! Some of which I have taken to heart and will be practicing!
• I need to take this ONE day at a time
• I need to get my life organized...I have lived in my place for a month and everything is in such disarray. (I worked on MY life for about 3 hours last night)
• I need to get on the scale tomorrow morning, face the music and move on!
• This weekend will be for getting everything back together again in my apartment, getting my car cleaned...in general taking care of myself...I have spent too much time recently worried about everyone else and what they need...
• I am going to continue with my 30 minutes a day...it has been good for me but I am not going to PUSH so hard every time I go out!
• I made a to do list...and I am going to work on crossing things off one thing at a time!
• I am going to take another 30 minutes a day to just RELAX...in my organizing last night I have a LARGE stack of magazines that I want to read...but I don't take the time to do it. (On top of a pile of REALLY good books that I want to read)
• I am going to stop buying things that I know will lead to eating the entire box, bag or whatever it may be...for some reason right now I just can't stop myself...so more veggies and less temptations in my house...if I am going to over do it...it is going to be on broccoli :)
Now back to that meeting a couple of weeks ago…at the end of the meeting she handed us this poem. She didn’t read it in the meeting but told us to take some time and read it…well in my celebration I stuck it in my planner and hadn’t gone back to check it out until just now. I think I needed to see this!
Don’t QuitWhen you eat too much and you don’t write it down
And you feel like the biggest failure in town
When you want to give up just because you gave in
And forget all about being healthy and thin
So What? You went over your points a bit
It’s your next move that counts, so don’t you quit!
It’s a moment of truth, it’s an attitude change
It’s learning the skills to get back in your range
It’s telling yourself, You’ve done great up till now
You can take on this challenge and beat it somehow.
To stumble and fall is not a disgrace
If you summon the will to get back in the race.
But often the strugglers when losing their grip
Just throw in the towel and continue to slip
And learn too late when the damage is done
That the race wasn’t over they still could have won.
Making these changes can be awkward and slow
But facing each challenge will help you to grow
When you’re pushed to the brink just refuse to submit
If you bite it, you write it, but don’t you EVER quit!
All I can say is…
I am NOT QUITTING! And this horse is back in the race!